The sound of my alarm was what brought me back to Earth. It had been ringing for god knows how long and I still wasn't able to gain consciousness.
With the utmost effort for couple of minutes I opened my eyes and the bitterness in my mouth said a lot of things. Ah I shouldn't have drank this much.
Getting on seating position I found myself in my gallery. Thankfully the floor was carpeted but I still could feel my muscles ache. I'm a human afterall.
I smiled at the painting infront of me. I painted another beautiful memory ... her smile in that yellow frock with a baby rabbit in her arms.
And then I sighed realising I was the one who snatched that away, her smile. I know I've caged her, I know I've took away her freedom but ... I'd rather want her alive in this cage than dead on the streets.
Even if I want to I can't let her go. I can't.
It was just 7 and I walked to my room and there she was, curled up in the corner. Sighingly I walked upto her only to find her tear stained cheeks, puff cheeks and swollen eyes.
It's all because of me.
Fixing her blanket I went for a bath. I needed some time ... to think things through. And to get rid of this smell. I reeked of alcohol I know.
She was still asleep soundlessly after I dressed up and yeah I made a decision. I'm just trying to protect her by playing the devil here but as long as she's safe
I'm okay.
|| Y/N ||
"Princess..." I could hear faint sounds from far away. Everything was blurry. I knew it was a dream but I couldn't wake up. Everytime I opened my eyes I ended in a darker place until that voice.
"Wake up princess" A voice that could melt your eyes and embrace your heart. A voice that even if you hear it for centuries and never get bored of it.
It was HIS voice.
"Babe ... wake up already hmm?" And this once when i opened my eyes, i found the familiar ceiling and Lauer of relief washed over me.
I felt his presence besides me and turned my head to look at him, my husband. A fact I'm still trying to digest. I'm a person who was fond if fairy tales but ended up in hell hole.
Life fcks you real hard sometimes.
He smiled and caressed my cheek with his right hand and then pecked my forehead murmuring a 'morning love' And I just nodded.
I'm sick of throwing tantrums now so I just pretended things to be alright.
I got into sitting position when he hugged me from behind, wrapping his arms around my waist and nuzzling his nose in my neck.
"Why did you wake me up?"
"You don't want to be late for college ... do you?" I turned my head in an instant and stared at him with shock but he chuckled. I swear I felt butterflies with that.
Okay sassy y/n mode on!
I crossed my arms tearing away my eyes from his face and huffing "I told you I will go"
He nuzzled his nose more in my neck nodding.
Y/n 2; Jungkook 0.
For a few minutes we stayed like that. He pecked my shoulder once in a while and I was lost deep in thoughts.
Maybe he ain't that bad of a person.
Is he?
After he took my bandage off, yes the swelling was gone and I think I can walk just fine I took a quick shower and wore simple top with blue jeans. Not to mention my white sneakers.
It was a dreamy day. We talked during our breakfast as if we were besties and Mary even prepared a cute lunch box for me. It's been ages since I got one and I may had shed a tear without realising.
I didn't realise it until jungkook pecked my right eye saying. "I don't like it when you cry"
And that was the death of me.
He dropped me to college this time it was me who pecked his cheek as a goodbye kiss. I only realised it after I was walking to the gate and looked behind to see him smirking at me.
The fck I've done!!!
It's okay.
It's alright.
Calm down.
It was unintentional.
I didn't do it deliberately.
But it was still me. Ughhhh! I dashed into college without looking back. I ... I've lost my senses. Let me be.
Instead of planning an escape I focused on my pending work and made up for missed classes. I was too busy to think about it. Or maybe I was avoiding it. Whatever,'Ive got a husband now!
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